i guess cny this year, isnt really that fun than last year's.

everything is just so mixed up :( 

i don't know why this start of the year has to be that hard to cope with. prolly, its just a test from god. bleh, how deep :x but yeah. f-edup. it's so sad how things went out of hand, and when you hope this year's gonna be a great year but suddenly its not. b much. i'm trying not to think it about it too much. 

so i've decided to keep my phone away from me this year. i'm gonna focus on my studies and such with school activities. gonna aim for the best :) bcos like, after advises from my mum to my second brother, i've decided to take her words. or whatever! still gonna study :)